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I think things are starting to get better. I possibly have a new job:) Once I fill out the application. And I will be working with Jenny. So maybe we will be reunited lol. I hope so. She left me a comment on myspace today and said she missed me. She text me and told me she is getting me an application and can probably hook me up. Since she is now a night manager. I will get a lot more hours than I do now. So I guess I can't complain today. Well, actually.. I had to get two brackets on my braces taken off and moved today. That hurt pretty bad. One of the wires got stuck on my lip and I have a nasty sore now. That hurt even worse.
I have been thinking about a lot of stuff lately. Mostly college, because it is stressing me out. I have no clue what I want to do anymore. I don't know where I want to go or anything. I hate being such an indecisive person. I keep finding so many negative things when I start thinking about what I want to go to school for. I still have about a year to make a set decision, but still, its hard. I've been thinking about you, and how I was reminded that I told you I wouldn't marry you if you didn't learn how to manage your money. Which is kind of true, but honestly, I probably would whether you do or not. I would deal with your money problems and fix them for you when we got married. Lol. I've been stressing about my job, just because I am so annoyed that I don't have any hours. Which means no money. I haven't even started saving up for insurance yet, and I still haven't gotten full coverage on my truck, because my POS dad hasn't sent any money. Hopefully Jenny can get me a job with her, because I hate having to ask for money, which is why I am probably broke. Lol. My mom gave me some gas money the other week because I did something for her. I gave Jody like a third of my pay check for my phone and then most of what was left went for gas. I get paid in like 6 days so I don't have anything to worry about, I just like to stress and worry about things I guess. I wouldn't be me if I didn't. I just don't like depending on other people to help me. I feel like I should be able to pay for my own stuff.
I was also pretty pissed off today, I was on my way back from the orthodontist and I haven't had a Rita's since the last time we went together. I have been craving one so bad. But I just haven't had the gas to drive there to get one or they were closed when I was already in Hickory. I had a few bucks from tip money the other night that I saved just to stop and get a Rita's on my way home today. I parked, got out of my truck, and then realized I left that money at home in the pocket of my work pants.
Don't tell Aunt Lena I said anything about my money. I don't need anything and she will tell me I should have told her if I was broke and needed something.
Well, I think it is my bed time. So I love you bunches and I miss you a lot.
mwuah.