I feel a little down and out today. I drove to church today, I left a little early so I could go to the Hess station to get gas. I filled up my gas tank, got a coffee, and headed to church. After church I came home and made a turkey sandwich for lunch. Then I crawled into my bed and fell asleep until I had to get up and go to work at 3. Wayne took his girlfriend out today since she wasn't here for Valentine's Day. So I worked for him from 3 to 5, and then I continued to work until 9:30 tonight. It was a long day. We were so busy. People were so cranky today, every couple I saw through the drive through looked so miserable. I just wanted to yell at them to be happy. People have just been annoying me the past few days. Just with their attitudes and how they think that people owe them something and that the entire world should be at their feet. And I guess that if you never left I wouldn't feel this way, but it is annoying me that I hear girls in my class complain that their boyfriends text them too much and they sound like they don't really appreciate them. I don't pay attention to the actual class, I listen to everyone's side conversations. I'm so nosey, but anyway, it kind of makes me mad because I would give anything in the world to be able to talk to you or see you. I'm sure that I have done things that make me seem like I take you for granted and I just kind of expect things in our relationship. I wish I didn't act like that, but I didn't realize I did until I started watching other people. I really have a lot of time on my hands, a lot more than I thought I did. I do a lot of people watching now. Mostly couples. Sometimes weird people. I kind of despise happy couples right now. I just hate seeing them. Not because I am not happy, but because I can't be happy with you. I am kind of on my own for now and I can't just be with you and laugh and have fun with you.